Is it enough?

Well, the doors closed for us for the little girl and the little boy with special needs whom we inquired about. Tonight I've been feeling full of questions. Am I doing enough to reach out? Am I giving enough smiles? Am I lightening enough loads? Am I doing enough to soothe where I can in this world full of hurt? I just feel so helpless. Is it enough? I believe those in the adoption world have their eyes more opened to the hurt around them. Once again my prayer is: Lord, make me a servant. Lord, make me like You. For You are a servant, make me one too. Merry Christmas!